giirl...*

update

2008-07-27T20:36:00.002+08:00

It's been so long since i last blogged!
haha, stupid school so clever know how to block blogger, so i can't blog in school =((

I have nothing to blog about, and am blogging just so people won't think that this blog is dead.

P.S when im in school, i blog at http://suennie.livejournal.com

run away

2008-07-07T17:17:00.002+08:00

I just wanna run away from the problem.

I am only 17. Why should i have to carry this heavy burden with me?
It's your problem. It's your divorce.

All i want is a good environment to study and get my good results for the A levels, so that i can get a good enough job to get by life. Is it selfish of me to want this?

It's your problem. You can't blame me for running away.

MYE results (part i)

2008-07-07T08:54:00.002+08:00

Forgot to post about my results! o.o
Haha, I did pretty well for the languages, scoring an A for Chinese and a B for GP.

I'm the only B in my class i.e highest!! XD wooooo~
not bad achievement, considering that whole level no one get A hahahahhahahahahahahaha.

Chinese was =D cuz i got 26/30 for oral, which i think must be a personal high. woooooo~ again. paper 1 also! never ever in my life have i gotten 46/60 for compo. *applause*

Okay, end of celebration. now time for the sucky ones lolol.

Got D for maths!
rahhhhh, still had so much confidence that will at least get B. =( 53/100 only nia *cry*

Then econs also!!
thought i will at least pass, or not fail until too bad, but in the end, i got 11/30 for the case study paper. hais.

Next week will be worse. I'll be getting back econs essay paper, history and lit. confirm all fail.

DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

2008-07-06T20:03:00.002+08:00

Hmm, was just talking to my cousin, and then i talked about what irritates me HAHA.

1) sweating. the moment i sweat, my mood is totally and utterly spoiled and i dun want to do anything liao.

2)hunger. so hungry how to do anything at all!!

lalalalala~

न नर व नेर्कुम

2008-06-28T15:05:00.001+08:00

ओह माय गोद, माय कोउसिं जुस्त तौघ्त में हाउ तो टाइप इन हिन्दी! क्रेजी गर्ल!
guess what the above meant.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
"omg, my cousin just taught me how to type in hindi! crazy girl!"

pimple cream on nose!

2008-06-28T14:49:00.002+08:00

I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW STUPID I CAN BE MAN,
guess what i did yesterday morning.

I WENT ON BOARD BUS 72 WITH
2 HUGE, MASSIVE BLOBS OF PIMPLE CREAM
ON MY NOSE.

*blush!*

When i boarded the bus, and was happily listening to my mp3, i noticed that some people were looking at me strangely, as if i was crazy. Then SUDDENLY, i remembered. ahhhhhhhhh!

okay, i shall stop relating this embarassing incident.

萧静腾

2008-06-14T16:32:00.002+08:00

萧静腾 is my newest 老公!! *HUGS*

omg omg HE　ＩＳ UBER CUTE lol.

P.S watched him on 大小爱吃! hahahahaha, he was soooooo shy.
SHY + POLITE + CUTE = LOVE
i feel the same way towards him just like how i feel towards yuan chang and ashin already.

new 外遇!

2008-06-08T19:37:00.000+08:00

彭于晏 is my new 外遇！*loves*

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

SMUN experience

2008-06-06T15:39:00.002+08:00

Back from SMUN!

For those who don't yet know, SMUN stands for Singapore Model United Nations.

What we do there is to act as if we are from different countries, and argue about issues based on "our" country's stand. I represented USA together with Minjie, so we argued about

Topic A: Security in the Gaza Strip
Topic B: Kyoto Protocol.

Anyway, the debate became a bore after we reached a resolution for Topic A. Kyoto Protocol is BORING SHIT. Had a timely fever, so went back to my room to rest. =D

So, we were there for 4 days, but we partied for three nights! Okay, technically, it's only 2 nights, since yesterday night SUCKED. I mean, jazz music at a party? *rolls eyes*. Yea yea, the music was okay, but so totally don't fit the atmosphere.

Watched Prince Caspian on the first night!! SO HANDSOME, I WANT TO TAKE HIM HOME. MUAHAHAHAHA. AND PETER! AND EDMUND( not my class one, is Peter's younger brother)!

hahahahahahhahaha. loved the plot. Loved the characters. Even Susan, who i thought was ugly initially, but eh, in the final scene she damn chio leh! xD

lalallalalalalala. For the second night, it was originally planned in the schedule that we would be clubbing at Loof. But, wth, LAST MINUTE change to ice-cream party. I was like *#(@&(*$@*#, cuz never go clubbing before and want to see what it's like.

Wanted to sleep through the entire thing instead, but cuz the hottie ang moh(who is a damn hot italian woohoo guy *blushes*. but he SMOKES, so minus all the points away *disgusted*) was there, hehs, changed my mind.

In the end, the party didn't turn out to be lame!

There were tubs of ice-cream and marshmallows, maltesers and chocolate chips to go with the ice-cream. YUM.

Met new friends too =D Fonteyn, Samantha, and Xiu Ru(yes, we made fun of her name hahahahaha) who is a J2 aka lao ren. =P Talked in the TV room (TV ROOM! the entire thing more like hotel lo. each person got your own room also one leh).

okay, have to stop blogging! dawn's brother come home le =(

shopping at bugis with liying

2008-05-29T21:50:00.002+08:00

After 5 loooooooong torturous hours of PW written report lecture, went to bugis street with liying!!!!!!!!

Haha, didn't know can slash prices there hehs.

Bought a gorgeous long blouse which looks ex, but is totally not - $15 slashed to $14 somemore! muahahahahaahahahas!

Bought a white shirt with ruffles at the front and a ribbon, which looked gorgeous too, but damnit fuck, humongous arm couldn't squeeze in! the sleeve was almost bursting, and i struggled to get out of the shirt because of the sleeves too. GAAAH T.T am a fatso with huge arms. *rawrrr*

glad that liying just told me she could help me ask her mum to help me alter! so at least won't waste the $22 that i spent on it hahahaha. Btw, it was originally $25, but the shopkeeper slashed it for me! without me asking somemore hahahahahaha. cannot help it la, I'm too irresistable. (more like she wants me to get out of her shop xD)

lalala, made another purchase that i'm deeply ashamed of, so much that i won't even describe it. all i will say is that it makes me look as if im from the countryside.

BAH.

lala, want to go shopping at bugis again!
cheap deals hehehehehes.

I live in Singapura

2008-05-28T16:30:00.002+08:00

Haha, saw this video way back, and laughed my ass off.

I live in Singapura

and LOVE it! ♥

守得云开见月明，

2008-05-23T20:23:00.000+08:00

守得云开见月明，
挨过这两年就自由了。

what happend?

2008-05-22T15:39:00.002+08:00

What happened?
Why are you suddenly like this?

Questions are swirling in my head, and it took just a black face from you to set me in confusion.

Had mother tongue exam today, and it was quite okay.

haha, did 《新加坡人并不快乐》.... it was a 议论文！And one that has been gone through before already in Xinmin when they were preparing us for the O lvl MT exam..... so, HEHES.

but paper 2 was quite tough......so i may not be able to get an A.

lalala, off to study GP! sure fail subject! *BIG SMILE*

pamela

2008-05-19T13:18:00.002+08:00

Haha, made a new friend yesterday night!

It was 11.30++ by the time i got off the MRT and wanted to take the bus home. Didn't know that there wasn't going to be a bus anymore, so i was like "whaaaaat!?!?"

The girl in front of me in the queue laughed, and she suggested for us to take a cab together. And thus our friendship started. LOL. Such a coincidence that we both take the cab to hougang point too! haha.

She's called Pamela, and she studies visual communications in TP. That's so cool, cuz that's like something for a career in advertising, which is what i wanted to do in the past. We talked abit about what we wanted to do in the future, and etc etc.

When the cab stopped, we both squealed at how cheap it was. haha. 5 bucks. we thought it would be like 10++ or somewhere around there. hahas. Exchanged phone no.s, and email......and smsed quite a bit after i got home too.

Yayness, it was nice meeting her :D

死神の精度

2008-05-17T12:02:00.002+08:00

Yayness ♥

Watched 死神の精度 with liying on Thursday after school...
The movie was quite slow, but overall still nice la =) love the story, and the many little hints of the ending throughout the movie. The movie's based on a book i think, and i want to read it! hehes. I'm thinking of buying the VCD of the movie too when it comes out =P

lala, am at my cousin's house right now.....
've completed my PW research and GP research already, but still left with history tutorial......
hate history.
correction : hate history tutorial.

BAH.

am getting sick of going to school everyday. keep thinking that i'll see bengkoon, valerie, and etc in school, then will be cruelly jolted back to the reality that I'm stuck in AJ, and XMS is no more.

god. miss XMS like siao.

But i've been hearing stories about xms's recent disciplinary policies from my cousin, and they sound absolutely horrible.

so...... hehs.

BAH again. this post has no point at all.

lan jiao jiao

2008-05-09T19:45:00.002+08:00

The other day, my mother was in a 'high' mood, so we were joking with each other and etc. Somehow, we came to the topic of my great grandmother, and my mother told me about how funny her grandmother could be.

(background info: ni guay jiao is the teochew name for a bird that eats papaya, according to my mum)

mum: ah ma, yi aye si si mi jiao? (what's the bird's name?)
greatgrandmother: lan jiao jiao.
mum: ...

LOL *bursts into laughter*
never knew my great grandmother could be so funny sia!

haha. well, my mum's been in a good mood these few days. happy =D

so sad today's friday though.....cannot watch the 7pm show on sat and sun! BOOHOOHOO.

funny day swish swish

2008-05-05T19:38:00.004+08:00

DAMN MCPs WHO THINK THAT THEY ARE SO MACHO AND SELF-SACRIFICIAL JUST BECAUSE THEY HAVE TO GO FOR NS, AND THUS THINK THAT GIRLS ARE WEAK IN COMPARISON TO THEM.

MY FUCKING GOODNESS.

WHY DON'T THEY TRY HAVING MENSES?

We have to endure pain for 7 fucking days EVERY SINGLE MONTH UNTIL WE GET MENOPAUSE or something.

YOU?!

you fucking just have to go for two and a fucking half years, plus reservist every YEAR.

what gives you the right? you fucking fucker. damn you, hongzhi, you are one mcp indeed. and this goes out to all mcps.

grrrrr, okay anger vented.

anyway, had fun during chinese lesson today! haha. told sherilyn about how in nanyang we had an eyecandy contest to search for chiobus and handsome guys, and how a girl contestant was like, taking off her rubberband then started swishing her hair about, before combing her fingers through her hair. LOL. SO FAKE. then we were like saying how in shampoo ads they do that too, and then i dared sherilyn to do that too since she has long hair. I promised to give her pocky, and she got all excited LOL. haha. she's going to do it tmr! cant wait haha. xD

bloody weather

2008-05-04T17:03:00.006+08:00

nabei, the weather these few days really damn screwed up man wtf.

SO DAMN HOT!

bloody hell everynight on fan on big big, still wake up in sweat. sucks man.

then during the day also, wah, cannot move and don't want to move anywhere away from the fan. count to three only will start sweating. grrrrr.....

HOT ARH!

anyway, screw my PW grp member pinxuan man. the bloody cheebye person just decided not to come to our meeting. during PW lessons he also don't want to contribute, act like he's fucking mute or something. cb kia. amanda heard him say to other ppl that "my group got 4 muggers, i don't need to do anything".

Well, mister, i may be a mugger, but i am a DAMN PISSED OFF ONE, AND YOU DON'T WANT TO PISS ME OFF FURTHER. FUCK YOU, AND TO HELL WITH YOUR EXCUSES.

sheesh. bad weather + pinxuan = BLOODY PISSED OFF.

dinner with dawn

2008-05-04T00:07:00.002+08:00

Yayness! Met up with dawn today to have dinner together. So long never meet up liao, so of course i missed her lots =D

Damn surprised that she wanted to eat at kopitiam la, cuz she's the one who always drag me to eat KFC. haha. *shocked face* Anyways, it was so nice to talk to her. We're going to do our pedicure together someday, and I'm totally looking forward to it.

lala, love having a best friend xD

learnt drumming

2008-05-02T08:24:00.002+08:00

Yay! I learnt how to play the drum!

haha, went to amanda's house yesterday to do our PW. we were supposed to meet at 1pm, but because SOMEONE cock up, we arrived at her house at only 2pm. like what the hell can. read sms also can read wrong. L-A-M-E. imagine someone sms-ing you the address, and you still get it wrong. = ="

aiyah anyway, amanda's house damn fun! she like cai nv like that lah! know drums, know piano, and bass guitar somemore. waaaaahhhhhh. 0.0 she taught me the basic beat hehes. yay, i can finally play the drum. haha. i feel like buying a drum set now. it's addictive man.

lalalala, so sad that i couldn't go for the 2e2 gathering. had to go for the lit performance (shakespeare on love). The play was good la, albeit the othello part when i nearly fell asleep. the venue(DBS Arts Centre) SUCKED though. kns. NOBODY KNEW WHERE IT WAS. not my dad, not the ppl on the streets, NO FUCKING ONE. so i ended up walking and crying. after like half an hour, flagged a cab, and he knew where it was. THANK GOODNESS. if not i'd have wasted the ticket price.

dawn

2008-04-28T11:25:00.002+08:00

我输了.

本来还以为自己赢了. 哈哈, 真可笑.
自己亲眼目睹的, 不能不相信.

咳. 只能怪自己当初没有好好把握.

我的阿信真可爱 =D

2008-04-27T18:35:00.001+08:00

from ashin's blog =D

"看來交幾個損友，組一個樂團，果然是很好的方法。
有時候，還能順便偷渡一些回憶，
到我們的歌裡去。

有時候，
聽聽以前的歌，
就好像房裡有人在撥橘子，
剎那間整個房間都是回憶的味道。

那真的很好。

時間他會忘了，
但在歌裡，
始終不會忘。

這裡有個呆瓜洩漏自己的糗事：
石頭[頑石點頭blog] <<<去笑他！"

so cute right?? hahahahahaha xD

mayday concert down to earth

2008-04-27T13:16:00.003+08:00

YAY! ^^

Mayday concert was fun fun fun! jumped, sang, nearly teared, laughed, got excited(twice!! xD) when ashin came very very near and i could see his face !!, and basically was just very very high. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha 幸福!

Will upload concert stuff when i get them from eileen! hahahahahaha.

MAYDAY ROCKS!
WOOHOOOOOO~

mayday tickets

2008-04-19T19:21:00.003+08:00

I have been trying my luck at the 933 Mayday concert tix giveaway the whole of this week, but to no avail. I'm so sad =( Thanks anyway to meiqi for telling me about it. hais.

Anyway, on friday, skipped PE to go to the first aid photoquiz organised by my CCA, red cross. I was so happy at first, until adam told me there would still be make-up PE.

T.T BOOHOO

ya, then the competition was sooooooo slack. Liying was even revising for her Jap test la lol. I was abit disturbed by the gory pictures they flashed. Eeeeeeek! They showed an open stomach! you know when you go to market and buy fish, you see the fish mongers chopping the fish? that's how the stomach looked like. *barfs*

During the break, we came out to explore the school. Liying was kinda hungry, so when she smelled toast, she was like trying to find out the source of all the toast we saw in the hands of TJCians. then bingo! It was from a snack-machine like thing. We shared 1, and it was quite nice la, but a bit ex nia, 2 bucks.

After we were finished eating, we saw huimin and etc exiting with their bags! so we thought the whole thing end liao, and went back to take our bag. Well, it was still on. haha, i discovered that the stairs actually had signs that said "Mind your head". LOL!! wtf!!!

lala, so after the whole thing really ended, i was so jin zhang! Cuz it was nearing 4.30, and that's when the lor-sorh DJ will start the competition!! So in between calling up my father to ask him to pick us up, and lending liying my phone to call ppl, i was listening very very hard to the radio!

Then after a while, my father came. But he drove right past us! ( we were waiting in a bus stop). we walked as if we were participating in the Big Walk, and the scene must have looked DAMN ridiculous HAHA. Both of us were like laughing and walking faster at the same time. hmmmm, i wonder why the heck didn't we ran?? LOL

Caught up with him in the end anyway, PHEW haha. Well, when he was turning out from the school, a bunch of guys were standing by the curb, and they flagged for my dad's cab. when they saw us inside, they scolded swear words - i distinctly saw a ccb coming out of a guy's mouth- so i pointed "the finger" at them while sticking my tongue out. teehee, serve them right.

Anyway, i didn't manage to win the tickets in the end. T.T

yay, finally completed this post.

ez link card

2008-04-18T08:30:00.002+08:00

The other day, my classmates and I wanted to book the discussion room so that we could be antisocial and be away from all the other people in the library.

jk.

anyway, I used my card, and stupid amanda was like peeking and trying to take a look at my ezlink photo. OF COURSE i shielded it with all my life's worth, so she didn't get to see it.

When we checked out of the room, she tried it again. She failed, then she promised that she won't laugh. I didn't believe her, DUH, so i made her promise that if she laughs, i'll get a free treat at swensons. hehehehe. In the end she DID laugh, and even called me a dinosaur -.- But who cares, im going to get a free meal!

A FREE MEAL! XD

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, i wanna see hers too.

helpless

2008-04-07T19:10:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, it really is too hard to put into words the feeling that you feel.

Anyway, today was a HAHA day :D
mainly cuz hehehehehehe keep seeing Mr Chu, and minjie was like *^^* the ENTIRE day. HAHA. in audi also, cuz saw him ma, then i was like "eh minjie!" lol. then minjie spent the beginning of CV(i think) lecture cursing me hahahaha.

P.S my stalker is starting to scare me. T.T GAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH.

life is so screwed

2008-04-04T18:35:00.002+08:00

Did I want to get sick?
Did I?

I bloody didn't.

Is it my fault that i have a weak body?
Is it my fault?
Why do I have to be blamed?
Why do I have to get lectured on how weak my body is when I fucking hyperventilate?
You think I wanted it to happen?
You think I bloody wanted to lose face in front of every fucking person in my PE class?

You are such a lousy person. Asshole.

P.S thanks to the girls in my class, especially amanda who offered to send me home, nina, sherilyn and minjie who accompanied me until i was better. And fatmah too for her advice, and yea, basically everyone who helped. Really appreciated it.

trip to haato!

2008-03-29T20:47:00.002+08:00

went to wheelock place today with assholey dawney (muaha) to redeem the $1.70 haato icecream!

tricked her into going to borders with me. hehe. bought only the Time Machine in the end though, cuz i wanted to save money to shop for clothes.

anyway,the icecream was damn good sia. i had the cookies and cream one, and the cookies were aplenty and chunky. yayness~ dawn had the mocha one, but apparently its too bland.

anyway, after the icecream, we walked around wheelock, and discovered a shop that sold cuuuuute miniatures! my god, so damn cute. got food miniatures, got stationary one, and got house and everything to store them!! cute like siao.

In the end, we went to plaza sing. for dinner at pizza hut. Was a teeny bit upset at how we cant scoop our own soup anymore, cuz im an expert at digging for all the yummy mushrooms discreetly~! well, it was still nice. but my spaghetti was sprinkled with some disgusting stuff that smelled like vomit. ewwww. scooped them out, so i can at least have a decent meal.

And, tadaa! After a day of fun, i am now at my aunt's place doing homework. what fun.

Stressed

2008-03-26T13:33:00.002+08:00

These few days have been so stressful! T.T

I have to do, and hand in on friday:
1)history essay outline
2)a history essay on another qns
3)research for lit test(Man and Beast by Clifford Dyment)
4)Lit essay on The Time Machine
5)Blog post on "war on Iraq"

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GOD DAMN JC LIFE.

grrrrr, it's like, wahliao, i don't have a life anymore la, everyday go home just do homework, if not do revision. Im studying every minute of the day. And soon, i may be even sacrificing my TV time completely(Im studying in between commercial breaks now). ARGH. this just sucks.

Two whole years of torture.

what i should major in uni

2008-03-22T16:41:00.001+08:00

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
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You scored as History/Anthropology/LiberalArts

You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in History, Anthropology, or related majors (e.g., African and African-American Studies, Chinese, Classics, Cultural Studies, Economics, English, French, Geography, German, Greek, Hebrew, International Studies, Philosophy, Sociology, Women's Studies, or other Liberal Arts majors).

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts

81%

Psychology/Sociology

75%

Education/Counseling

69%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy

69%

English/Journalism/Comm

63%

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage

63%

Visual&PerformingArts

50%

HR/BusinessManagement

50%

Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health

38%

Religion/Theology

25%

Physics/Engineering/Computer

25%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology

25%

Accounting/Finance/Marketing

13%

Mathematics/Statistics

random

2008-03-22T15:22:00.002+08:00

ARGGGHH! maths homework is driving me NUTS. We're supposed to do tutorial 2, which is on bloody logarithm, but i got stuck at the banana first question! >=( grrrrrr....

Anyway, have been staying at home these few days, diligently doing my homework. One of my GP homework require me to get online and blog about whether winning is important in sports, so here i am at my cousin's hse now. Each group sets up a blog, and the teacher will just go there to have a look and mark. Or so i think. Anyhow, the essay is contributing to my insanity too, cuz it's an argumentative. how the banana do i write argumentative? &*(#*()@$&*#$

P.S Adam, Eileen and etc who were at Melizo, please send to my mail the photos taken that day!! thanks arh.

rich shit

2008-03-19T09:18:00.003+08:00

Sometimes you can't help but be envious of the rich people. What do they have to worry about? Want to buy bigger house, bigger car? Heard a ridiculous story from junyi the other day. She said her friend's friend in St nicks get approved to go for facials and spas mid-lesson. What the heck are these people doing in schools? Just go ahead and be a socialite or something, i mean, they don't even need to bloody study. Just stealing away Uni seats and JC seats for that matter. I can't believe schools are actually condoning this too. Crazy shit.

Being poor just sucks. The capitalist world is for the rich to live in. The poor only gets poorer.

P.S this is not about myself la, i just suddenly felt very strongly against rich people.

2008-03-13T20:42:00.002+08:00

Just now I went down to buy some tissues for my flu, then the auntie who sold the tissue complimented me on my skin. She asked me what brand I use to wash my face somemore! muahahahahaha~~~~~~ LOL.

typing speed!

2008-03-13T13:41:00.001+08:00

61 words

Speed test

when i get there

2008-03-13T11:59:00.004+08:00

I've been looking for this song for so long!! Now i just need someone to teach me how to convert imeem files into mp3. =(

anyway, below is the poem i did for literature. Had to write a poem about "Frog" for march holiday hw.

_______________________
'Plop!' went the frog
When i threw it into the pot.
It jumped out though,
Because the water in the pot
was boiling hot.

But i wanted my frog's soup;
to eat it with a slurp!

So i tried again this time
Dropped the frog into the pot
Filled with that wasn't hot
Then i slowly turned up the fire
And the frog sat there till it died.

Mmm, frog's soup!
___________________________

hope it isn't too bad. =( 50 marks you know! grrrrr...

next ep of they kissed again

2008-03-10T17:00:00.002+08:00

"she doesn't seem to quite understand how much i love her."
KYAAAAAA~ o^^o
omg, zhishu's so sweeeeet! that's what he's gonna say to xiangqin in the next ep. of e zuo ju 2 wen! GGAAAHHH, totally looking forward to nxt ep man.

NEXT MONDAY FASTER COME! eh wait, no. NOOOOOOOO. next monday better come slowly. my homework all not done yet except for GP sia. NOOOOOOOOOO >=(

nothing to write

2008-03-10T15:48:00.002+08:00

Hmm, i remember something funny happened, but i can't remember what. I am just posting so that this post will help me remember what the funny incident was.

P.S I was quite touched by what you wrote in my book..... i couldn't stop smiling when i look at the page. haha. there were some drafting pencil marks there! lol. even though it took so long and made me wait for a month~, and even though it's only one page, AND even though the colour pen you used not very nice (=P), thank you. =D now i on ly have to wait for my card.

By the way, when i got back the book, i also reread the stuff that 2e2 people wrote in my book. And also all those small small notes from liying and etc ppl. The presents over the years too. haha, don't know why, but i suddenly felt very sentimental and thought alot about the past. hais. Have to put in so much effort in making new friends again. SIAN.

SIAN ARHH!!!

nodame and chiaki!

2008-02-25T20:07:00.001+08:00

hahahahahahahaha! SO FUNNY!!! aiyoh, i love the final episode la... so damn crazy la. i love how chiaki always has weird weird expressions, and how nodame always say crazy things haha!

I love nodame cantabile!!

Anderson JC

2008-02-22T22:40:00.002+08:00

Anderson's orientatation is DAMN FUN!

haha, had uber loads of fun doing cheers, participating in games, and doing the stupid dance (bureqito! (sp?)). I totally sucked at dancing the mass dance, and the couple dance though. That's why i only like the stupid dance. Because it's stupid, and can anyhow do! MUAHAHAHA. so fun, run around like siao lang.

Was enthu from day one, cuz of some crraaaaazy ppl in my OG. OG 16 - Poseidon! My OG members this time round are so much better than the ones i had in NY. At least there's ppl to go crazy together with, and won't look at you like you're siao when you get high. And and, i just feel that the atmosphere in Ajc is just so much more homely than NY lo. I'll miss NY's building, and the LIBRARY!, that's for sure, but..... Ajc is more suitable for me i guess =D

Anyway, back to my orientation. Saw jaryl today doing pull ups, and his face was like so constipated. haha! Kept seeing him today, cuz the Olympian alliance was arranged to compete against the Odin alliance. Then during a game that we had to shoot five balls into the basketball hoop, he missed like siao! LOL. then i was watching him miss instead of watching my own OG mates play.

Oh oh! I must say this! i LOVED the game we played on day 2, which involved rolling on the mat while your OGLs splashed water on your shirts. Guess what is the objective? The water collected in your shirt, you must squeeze into a bucket, and at the end of the specified time given, they'll measure the water collected, and the OG which collected the most water would win lo. LOL, we filled an entire cup! the OG we competed against only had 1/3 of their cup filled. HAHA.

hmm, i still got lots to say, but just can't recall now. cont' another day! LALALALALALA~

insecure

2008-02-20T20:46:00.002+08:00

It may appear that everything has gone back to the way it was, but still, i feel so insecure. I like things in the clear, where lines are clearly drawn. For example, the ranking of friends. I know i may sound very primary school, but here goes:

1)dawn, liying
2)jaryl, zijun
3)2e2 gang
4) everyone else i know.

P.S i know i sound nonsensical, but....i just want ppl to treat me like the way i treat them, you know? Hais. I bet nobody understood what i meant.

chiaki says funny things

2008-02-17T16:02:00.000+08:00

"are you enchanting serpents? I am going to hang you!"

LOL. this is what chiaki says when the orchestra he's conducting (S-oke) goes out of tune. HAHAHAHAHA. love chiaki when he's angry! xDD

开窍 le

2008-02-17T15:03:00.005+08:00

Random:

actual post:
DON'T WORRY, BE HAPPY!

我终于开窍了！Even though i want to be best friends forever with dawn, it is quite impossible. She'll make new friends, and me too. How can i hold on to her and ask her not to make any new best friends? Everyone has the freedom to make new friends. If she really treasures me, then she will be my best friend even if she's close with jyrminn too. Who cares if Jyrminn becomes her best friend too? i also cannot control. Why be sad over the stuff i cannot control?

Anyhow, I must really thank Liying and Jaryl for giving me solid advice about this. what the both of you said really let me gain another perspective to the matter, and made me think about it in a different way. You're the ones whom i can really depend on whenever im sad and depressed. thank you =D sorry for crying and making you feel guilty, jaryl. sorry for whining all the time, liying. thanks for everything!

P.S However, it just really gets to me when dawn and jyrminn buy the same stuff in different colours. cuz that's what only best friends do? ugh, whatever. i musn't think so much.

nodame cantabile

2008-02-16T16:25:00.002+08:00

~~Dawn~~Meiqing (muaha!) introduced me to Nodame Cantabile, a daaaaan crazy show. Lol, the characters in the show like always bash each other up, and then their faces will get distorted haha! The male lead, chiaki is HOT! but whenever he revisits his horrific near-death experiences, his face become LOL. waaaaah, really quite nice la the show! go watch! I'm only at ep 3 now.... must jiayou!

P.S Crying always makes me feel better.

P.P.S Dawn, remind me that we're going out to vivo someday!

P.P.P.S if you can do it, so can i.(targeted at a certain someone)

Conflict resolved?

2008-02-16T09:10:00.003+08:00

So i talked with Jyr minn over the phone last night. 2 years of emotion spilled out from such a long time of suppression. I was crying as i talked to her, as i reiterated how i felt. I told her she's making me feel the same way she probably felt when yt got a bf: insanely jealous. It's such a nasty feeling. You know you shouldn't feel that way, but you cant help it. Jealousy makes you feel like an evil person. I told her how it's making me feel sad and inferior, because i keep thinking whether issit my fault; issit that im not as fun, not as hip, not as popular.

To make it worse, even lee gek says that last time its like, she always see me and dawn as best friends, now its like jyr minn and dawn. that makes it suck all the more can =(

Hais. Is it my fault? Sometimes i think that im really too unadaptable to change le. I want everything to remain the same, for old friends not to have new, and just stick to each other till old, when we still can talk and meet up to play, go shopping for our grandchildren's clothes. Naive. People change and won't ever remain the same. Perhaps even i am also changing too.

ANGRY AT THE BIG FAT SOW

2008-02-16T00:09:00.000+08:00

Your best friend has a boyfriend, so you come and snatch my best friend. Like, WHAT THE..... I am mothafucking angry right now. (im sorry for swearing, but this is absolutely neccessary for getting my point across.)

Anyway, at least all this anger is turning out positive. talked it out with dawn, quarreled a bit, then talked properly about it. Im very touched by what she said, and i guess i have to accept that ppl make new friends. But don't get me wrong, i still hate the sow.

Im too lao3 gu2 ban3 i guess.

shayne ward

2008-02-15T21:00:00.000+08:00

Oh my freaking GOD. Shayne ward is @!#%$&*%$ HOT!

P.S I'm okay with being teased every now and then, but it really does gets on my nerves when people does it every single fucking moment. It is embarassing and irritating okay, if you overdo it. ugh.

misunderstanding cleared

2008-02-14T09:08:00.001+08:00

Today is a happy happy day! My brother got scolded by my mother this morning for spitting on her toilet FLOOR. Serves him right, that inconsiderate bastard. MUAHAHAHAHA.

Yesterday...
was so hectic! I had to rush to the temple straight after sch to pray for 犯太岁. Anyway, i finally found out my 生辰八字 yay! okay okay, anyway, after the visit, i had to rush back to school for gilda's farewell dinner. When i got there, i started feeling irritated by i-think-you-don't-know-who, so i pretended to be very tired and just closed my eyes before i get 火大. But it was nice seeing gilda though. I'll miss how on par her alafing skills are with valerie, haha. gave her a card, and i hope she likes it. Waited for GB to end, then went to eat tgt and talk at the kopitiam with them. Was feeling kinda ugh, especially by the card jm wrote. She wrote my name wrongly la! wad Tan JiaMin...hello, 4 years le leh. i call you sow jyrminn how. lol. i dare to say here cuz i don't think she comes here. MUAHAHA.

Anyway, finally couldn't hold it in any longer, and felt that i just had to tell dawn what had been bothering me all this while. I told her how irritated and jealous i feel whenever i-think-you-don't-know-who posts an entry about their outing tgt, and makes it sound as if dawn's her best friend. I've not had the courage to say this in the past, so i think i was being very bold yesterday. I mean, i was kinda afraid that she'd think im very petty and that im being a jealous freak. We kinda ironed things out yesterday, and she said i should post frivolous entries about OUR outings tgt too, even going to the toilet tgt and etc.

I guess things turned out pretty well huh? haha. was so happy, i told zijun what happened at my ahma's hse(went there for dinner), and she was happy for me too. phew, it feels like a huge stone has been unloaded.

YAY =DD

eraser

2008-02-12T11:10:00.001+08:00

If only I had an eraser; an eraser that can erase people, erase bad memories, erase bad stuff that you have done, and let you start on a fresh slate. It's just so annoying seeing her, seeing stuff related to her, even hearing about her. GRRRRR. get out of my life!

SHOO!

P.S boohoo, 26th of April got mayday concert, but i cannot go =( mum don't let. SIANNNNN!

P.P.S farah is laughing at me now(the crazily horny bitch who's sitting right beside me).

quiz

2008-02-12T10:50:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Birthday Celebrations

2008-02-11T10:06:00.000+08:00

Yaye, had so much fun yesterday!

I had a movie marathon with my cousin, hahas. We watched Kungfu Dunk and Ah long ptd ltd! Wahlao, we were like being totally hua chi, and kept screaming at their shuai-ness. And by they, I meant the three main male leads in the basketball team. MUAHAHAHAHA. I'm drooling right now hehehehes. Whenever they scored, we will clap la! haha, cannot control.

Then the ah long ptd ltd, wah, really is laugh until can die. HAHA. got one scene that involves pink pants hor, is classic man. cannot say too much if not u all go watch then not funny le. lolol, really is like damn funny lah! GO WATCH. entire cinema was ROARING with laughter. Man, i really don't know what's wrong with the 8days movie reviewer. Gave 0.5 stars only!? it's worth 3.5 at least lah, miserly old hag.

oh anyway, after the movies, we went starbucks(waste of money, but whatever, its my birthday. i have the right to be indulgent(or so i told myself to comfort my heartpain-ness at paying $5.50 for a cup of coffee) ). bought Auntie Anne's cinnamon sugar pretzels too! YAY! i love it man. yum yum to infinity.

Went shopping around PS for a while, before heading to the Forum to have dinner at Secret Recipe with mum.....but it was closed! damned. Had to settle for the PS branch, where the food was kinda sucky. probably due to the fact that it didn't have a proper kitchen, but still.... ugh. Totally ruined my fond memories of delicious spaghetti, mmHhhmm mushroom soup(they didn't even have it) and yummy etc. gaaaah! Had a slice of cake there so that i could sing a birthday song and blow out the candles. =))

However, due to my bu-shuangness at not having ate mushroom soup, we went around PS in search for it. LOL. my mother was even more determined than me, and she was like, after we asked swenson(i own one) and they don't have, she went to ask cafe cartel too. but it wasn't worth the effort in the end, cuz the soup we found in cafe cartel was.....quote the waiter "powder form made one", thus, NO MUSHROOM. wtf. $3.60 for a bowl of FUCKING SOUP THAT WE CAN BUY IN NTUC FOR SO MUCH CHEAPER? grrrrrrr......

blah blah. the night ended happy though. love my mum when she's in a good mood. xD

P.S those who wished me a happy birthday, belated or not, thank you. Knowing that you are remembered is a nice feeling to have =)

P.P.S i don't care if you wanna steal my friend. It's up to her if she really treasures our friendship, and makes it clear that I am her supposedly best friend. Look at steph and shumin, and val and audrey and yilu. It is sooo clear that they are best friends, despite them having other good friends as well. But us? i have to fight for it man. And it's making me so tired. I gave up once. I don't know if i should give up again. I don't even know whether she really treasures me, or is just keeping me for the sake of it.

Call me jealous, but im just really sick of feeling like a bogus best friend.

quizzes

2008-02-08T18:02:00.000+08:00

Since I'm at my cousin's house and there's nth to do except eat steamboat, i am doing quizzes now at my laogong's website! Below are my results, but they're only posted for fun though. I doubt anyone will bother reading =）

1) 性急派，很熱心，對朋友重義氣，做事速度和說話速度一樣快。記憶力不太好，有煩惱的事也不會煩惱太久，因為一不小心就忘光了，是個樂天主義者。(SO TRUE, especially the memory part)

2)妳很善解人意，會關心朋友的心情，感覺到朋友怪怪的，就會去照顧朋友，聽她們吐苦水，幫忙她們告別壞心情，朋友怎能少了妳在身邊呢！平時臉上多掛著甜美的笑容，在不熟的人面前，不要太害羞，當妳先伸出友善的雙手，一定會得到更多更多的友誼回報唷！(uh.....)

3)「愛就是包容他」容忍指數99% 你心存善念慈悲為懷，一切白痴都是天意，這類型的人心思很細膩，心腸非常的好，他會以自己的角度去感受白痴者的心情。(LOLOL)

4)你的喜好頗為明顯，對於自己很感興趣的事物，會不自覺的想擁有控制權，以利於全心投入，而旁人也無從干涉；但是如果是自己沒興趣的事物，你就事不幹己的樣子，只要把自己份內的事情完成就好，不會多管其他的事。

5) 异性对你而言，有没有都无所谓。现在的你，心里并没有特别烦恼或想不开的心事，所以对一切人事物都用一视同仁的心态对待。不管是同性或异性，都能跟你很愉快的相处，不会有任何的压力。所以你可能异性朋友很多，但却没有男朋友或女朋友（我不要～）

６）你具有非凡的勇气及好奇心，拥有冒险犯难的精神。不过你常常太注重事情的结果，忽略了努力的过程及苦心。所以你通常对没有胜算及把握的事情，不会花心力去做，因为你不希望自己白费力气。你常常喜欢算命，希望能够有一些参考指针，来让你知道未来要往哪一个方向。基本上你虽然相信有志者事竟成，却也认为命运及运气是主宰事情成功与否的重大关键。(true)

7) 水瓶太冷静了，就算有桃花也往往是燃烧一瞬间，过两天就恢复理智躲起来不连络了。 ( =(( how can like that! )

8) 体力充沛的活动家，大多数男性都是这种拿法。凡事不喜欢钻牛角尖，对别人所托付的工作能够很爽快地完成，女性亦是如此。不过，她的好恶明显而直接，自己所不欣赏的事物，即使是由她心仪的男性说出来，也会直接了当地加以拒绝，是位十分现代的女性。不过，男性多半不太喜欢这类好恶太过强烈的女性，其实不用担心，这类女性虽然有时候比较任性，但她们对喜欢的人是非常体贴的。

9)握一下而已　～　雖然你把對方的手握得很緊，但隻握一下便把手拿開。在社交場合上，你表現得輕鬆自在，但內心卻是實際而多疑，你不吃任何人的虧，假使別人突然變得很友善，你腦中便立即閃出小小的紅色警訊。你當然會和對方周旋一會兒，但這一會兒的時間，不過是用來發現對方真正的企圖和動機。

YAY! CNY~

2008-02-08T16:15:00.000+08:00

YAY! CNY = SEE RELATIVES = GET ANGPOW = VERY VERY RICH XD
muahahaha!

P.S whatever lah, you lazy bum. I can't believe how anybody can be so lazy.

BOREDOM and DESPERATION

2008-02-04T10:39:00.000+08:00

RAAAAHHH!

I WANNA GO HOMMEEEEEE!
;((

It's so sian at school la.... why cant we have more weekends? i love weekends. i hate weekdays! i want HOLIDAYS....

I'M DESPERATE FOR HOLIDAAAAAYYYYS.
i'm so sorry i didn't appreciate you when i had you, holidays.
now that you've past, i miss you so much.
i want you back, holidays.
please come back in to my arms.

simpsons movie

2008-02-01T17:00:00.000+08:00

HAHA! Watched The Simpsons Movie at Farah's house LOLOL. LOVED IT LAH! so funny! I was laughing throughout the movie, 'cause there were just too many xiao4 dian3 xD here's one:

LOLOL!!!!!!~

spider pig, spider pig
does whatever a spider pig does
can he swing from a web
no, he can't, he's a pig
look out!
he's a spiderrrrr pig
LOOK OUT!
he's a spider pigggg~

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

to think we were supposed to do serious stuff, which is, our GP project.
WHATEVER MUAHAHAHA. SPIDERPIG!

quiz

2008-01-30T10:39:00.000+08:00

你是一個很nice的人，不會帶給別人壓力，對朋友很體貼，具有同情心。任何人來找你幫忙，你都會盡其所能的提供自己可以付出的力量，不求回報，也不會不耐煩，所以你的人際關係很好，是許多人的情緒垃圾桶、心靈急救站。

meh??

birthday present

2008-01-29T20:13:00.000+08:00

I'm here to blog about my future birthday present!

Mum says she'll give me a $90 book voucher to buy whatever book i want; YIPPEE! Muahahahaha! But i don't have any idea what I'm gonna buy, cuz there hasn't been any particular book that caught my eye.

but, WHATEVER. It's a $90 voucher! that means like... 4 books at least! xDD

MUAHAHAHAHAHA.

P.S i am a traitor. =(

Choice of schools

2008-01-27T14:28:00.000+08:00

Did I make the correct choices...?

totally unexpected results!

2008-01-25T14:50:00.000+08:00

WOOHOOOOOOO!
WAAAHHHOOOOOOOO!

LALALA~LALALA~
hehes.

Straight As nia! All A1 except e.maths lol. So happy la can! Is like totally unexpected. I was still thinking, get 15 points i happy liao, then in the end i got 7 points for L1R5, and 6 for L1B4 =DD

When it came to stephanie's turn to collect her results, i already start crying already liao la... so scared and whatever la gosh. My turn liao, then i was like cry until damn agitated, then Mr. Pah and Ms Lim was like so bewildered, because apparently i got very good results! But i didn't believe them, and thought they were just consoling me la! We have to sign sth before we can collect the results, but my tears got in the way, and i was like cannot see properly where to sign lo lol.

Then when i saw my results.........AHHHH!!!!!! SCREAM　AND CRY AT THE SAME TIME LA CAN. my juniors even said that they thought i did very badly, like fail all my subjects etc, then when they saw my results slip they were like "wth. do so well cry until like that!?"

hahaha, who cares, who cares! I am very high! i repeat: WOOHOOOOOO~

7 bloody points for L1R5, thank you!

anyway, i couldn't have done this without the help of my teachers. Mr Pah, Ms Lim, Mr. Chan, Mrs Lim, Mr. Lim, Mrs Teo, Ms Phan, Ms "this is not an illusion" + "i know you all are very traumatised" Tan(soon to be a Mrs! woohoo~), and of course, mdm liew too for helping me in my oral! WOOHOO! THANKS A LOT!

Project rainbow

2008-01-21T10:47:00.000+08:00

Project Rainbow was fun fun FUN! hahas, but i lazy to type, since rose has said everything in her blog le. so i shall copy and paste! =P

"Was assigned to zoe (president of interact club)'s group haha.
it was damn fun la.

coz sandra, jiamin, and i are natural jokers
we kept alafing around and zi4 high-ing
zoe totally could not stand us.
she was always kena suan by us
j1s suan-ing president of interact club wor.
zai right?

and there was this uncle next door singing kbox
the three of us were competing who guess the songs fastest
i was really bad at that(rose was, not me. i damn kiang MUAHA!)
the owner of the flat was very nicehe treated us chocolates
and helped us to paint.

anyway, jiamin interacted so well with the uncle that i now wonder what is this thing called "the generation gap". can u believe that they talked about drama series? and all the actors?man. i feel old. even an old uncle knows more about tv dramas than me. (lol. they keep saying he's my best friend la wahlao. )"

TADA! i have pretended to blog successfully :D

mum

2008-01-19T15:17:00.000+08:00

Why does everybody think that they understand?
What right do they have to say that i don't love my mother, and that i don't understand her?

Come on, what child doesn't love his/her parents? To say that i don't love my mum, it is damn RIDICULOUS. I love my parents. Even though my dad gambles, even though my mum has a quirky temper. I myself have faults.

The most ridiculous thing is, my cousin, who is four years younger than me, dares to lecture me about it. She has a happy family, albeit occasional quarrels. Her parents can still tease each other even at their age. Mine?

I don't ask for much you know. Since young, I already knew they weren't headed for eternal bliss and etc crap. All i wanted was for them to never divorce, and be together. I thought: just don't let it be so soon. don't." When i saw what my mother wrote to my father(which happened in sec 3 around the time of the mid year exams), i broke down. I just cried and cried and cried. Yet they dare say I'm indifferent to it. Then what do you want me to do? CRY FOREVER? Will that bring them back together? Will that make anything better?

I LOVE THE BOTH OF THEM EQUALLY. Does saying that i love my daddy better make you feel good? Does saying that i don't love my mummy make you feel all-knowing and superior?

Just imagine. What if one day your parents got divorced(I'm not cursing anybody here)? Could you manage better than me? Just give it a thought. Maybe that'll shut your mouths up, but my hopes aren't high on this one.

tay sing ee's a bitch

2008-01-17T17:24:00.000+08:00

oh god! tay sing ee is such an idiot can! bloody hell. I've been avoiding him and other YCKPS ppl because of bad memories, but guess what?

After GP class(the first lesson of the day somemore, damnit), gary called me, and tay sing ee was like *in a totally kiam pah face* so you haven changed at all, have you?. I was like NABEI. we've haven seen each other for FOUR BLOODY SODDING YEARS, and you're still such a bitch. grow up lah! wakao.

and and, apparently, he told nicholas about stuff that happened in primary school blah blah. Isn't he a bitch? i want to slap him left right and upside down!

ARGH.

dinner was okay la, afterall

2008-01-15T09:15:00.000+08:00

ahem. correction to the last post.

DINNER WAS FAB! :D
lol.

The food was YUMMY, YUM YUM. the prawns! the fish! the crispy roast chicken(that vivienne and leling tried to steal from me, but i got back in the end, muaha!), and etc etc. so nice man. i was so full, unlike last time prom, pay 65 bucks still have to go home eat maggi mee.

but i was a bit heart pain leh, see all the wastage that took place....fish still left a lot of meat then they took it away, orange juice you drink until nearly half, then they'll take it away and replace it with another glass. so wasteful right!

aiya, anyway, took alot of crazy pictures, with ah-gil, jamie, g-formula, and etc, and xie mei qing, muaha. I'm gonna have lots of nice pictures to post! :DDD

STUPID DINNER!

2008-01-12T17:44:00.000+08:00

STUPID DINNER!
made me so poor ;( boohoohoo......
gimme money, oh 我的老天爷...

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
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:((

Funny!

2008-01-09T17:41:00.000+08:00

Three funny things happened today!

1)Today during GP, the teacher wanted us to draw out what we picture 2018 to be like. I sat beside BK, and we were like drawing crap things like flying cars, the "Applenade", the flying banana, and the swimming orange. LOL! the teacher flashed our drawing to the class, and everybody was laughing haha =D yay~

2) Minghui had a headache after GP, and we accompanied her to the sickbay. Rose spotted a box labelled "lucky draw", and we began crapping about how if you visit the sickbay, you'll get a chop. Collect ten chops and get 2 hrs worth of bedrest! Rose said, with every visit, you get a lucky draw ticket. The more you get sick, the more chance you have of winning. Then i added, the grand prize would be a wheelchair lol. Aiyah, very funny la. Plus jamie also teached us a new game that's like, you have to point at your head with two fingers and say "di1 di1 di1 di1" . Then what, also must point at ppl and say "du1 du1 du1 du1 du1". very lame la hahas!

3)When we passed by the side gate on our way home, got a lao ah pek keep telling ppl to close the side gate properly. Then i tell Shihua, maybe he's an NYJC alumni, then they all laugh, haha. He even asked Sandra to tuck in her shirt la lol. So weird.

day one of lessons

2008-01-07T16:17:00.000+08:00

Had to go to school at only 9am today(supposedly, but in the end assembly started at 8.30am, and i was late anyway), so had a good night's sleep. Didn't even have eyebags! Met bengkoon, nich, rach, jamie to take the 156 bus....never taken this route before, but i think i'll take it again tml. short journey only!

Okay, shall talk about my first lessons today.

First period was general paper in the hall. the teacher seemed quite nice! looks like general paper lessons will be enjoyable =) my legs got cramp though from sitting too long =(

Nxt was English Lit, but not before i had an hour's break while almost all the others had maths (heehee!). the teacher was daaaaaamn funny haha! don't know her name though. Like the teachers all never intro themselves i think. Anyway, had a good time in class, though i did felt very out of place, what with the bombastic language and all. but it IS kinda interesting! I never thought shakespeare could be. The teacher phrased it the best - sex sex, die die. LOL.

The lesson after, which was chem, was B-O-R-I-N-G. the only funny thing that happened was at the start of the lesson when i choped seats with my umbrella, water bottle, mags, and handphone. Ppl walking past me were like "let's sit here, this row's empty." then they see my stuff then they laugh LOL. i felt silly sitting there like that too! But bk dared find me embarassing. Eh, it's all thanks to me that you got premium seats okay! LOL.

Blah blah, then afterwards was history. the teacher was okay la. Didn't teach at all, just intro-ed the curriculum that's all. But I sure am looking forward to lessons!

Orientation

2008-01-05T13:09:00.000+08:00

Orientation was quite sian on the first and second day, despite the trip to sentosa. My OG was not exactly high and enthu, so the atmosphere was quite sian la. When i laugh loudly or cheer like siao, some of the girls even turn around and stare at me like I'm crazy la lol. I can't even behave the way i want to, have to like 'act act'. So weird la haha!

But the third day jiu quite high le la, cuz of the water games and disco night! I was quite heng though, i didn't really get wet. The water games really like crazy one la, the rules can anyhow change jut so the gamemasters can get more ppl wet. haha, fun! Then after the games we had the dancing diva competition and the cheering competition. The dancing diva competition was really damn crazy la, the contestants all so pro. Ooh la la~ But i found the elimination of our couple quite invalid leh... i mean, im sure they danced better than the team sent out by Hermes!

Our Olympian Poseidon's cheer was indeed worthy of our win of the cheering competition =) We even got story plot one la.... started out with stand up be proud cheer, then what funky chicken cannot come onboard poseidon so do cheer, then after that can come onboard le, we do the lai-ah-lai-ah-lai cheer hahas. then got a cheer to the tune of popye(sp?). aiya, all in all, fun la!

Then when it came to the Disco Night, it's like the entire cohort went crazy! At first i thought it won't be fun, and alot of us even wanted to pon, but then, woah! All of us were jumping about, and 'dancing' to the music (okay, i was lying. not dancing. i was just like swaying lol cuz i got no moves to show off, not like some of the girls who were damn PRO). But i found it a pity that this disco night could not be attended by our 2e2 gang instead =\ if not it'll surely be even MORE fun! The disco night sure bonded the cohort together more than the lame games we had to play on the first day!

Then after the day's activities ended, went home with bengkoon, nich, and shijie. =P i made them waste 45 cents hahas. On the bus home tgt, we talked and talked, and it made me miss the bond we had even more =( Hope we can get tgt again sometime!

P.S The note that our OGLs wrote for each and every single one member of OG9 was really nice! They attached a photo of themselves and also a grp photo with everybody else too =D

new year

2007-12-31T20:13:00.000+08:00

After today, it'll be a brand new year, and a brand new start indeed. I'll have to make new friends, be cheeky to different teachers, and it'll definitely be harder to keep in touch with old friends, what with the whole new learning environment altogether.

The memories of all of us together might fade with time, but time will never erase the fact that we were once a close-knitted gang that had fun together, had our fair shares of fallouts(bk and val, steph and liying blahblah) and getting back tgt, and overall just loved being with each other. Albeit the concurring latecoming problems, that is. THAT i will never miss.

All these four years, we have been sticking tgt. So, i guess it'll be extra hard for me to make new friends in nanyang jc. I've never been the type who is uber-friendly and popular(e.g steph), nor am i quite as alaf as val, as lame as bengkoon, or as pimply-fun( =P ) as adam. The gang had been a reliable body of people that i could always fall back on, and count on for support(sec 2 singing comp? ugh. not very pleasant memory). I'll confirm double chop-stamp treasure what we had, have and hopefully, will have.

Happy new year everyone =D I'll miss everybody, and perhaps if I'm lovable enough (lol), I'll be missed too. Keep in touch okay!!

mute

2007-12-29T15:34:00.000+08:00

I have become mute! =( after two days of fever, and 3 days of coughing.

Sure hope i can recover before sch reopens, if not so diu lian to be talking in this voice. urgh!

黄真伊

2007-12-28T15:10:00.000+08:00

hello to the world!

I've been cooped up at home cuz of fever and etc irritating illnesses these few days, but heng i bought 黄真伊 VCD to watch at home if not i'll be so sian.

The show's really very nice to watch, so go watch!!

e zuo ju 2 wen

2007-12-20T19:42:00.000+08:00

YES! after a long wait, "it started with a kiss" is back! The english title of the show has changed to "they kissed again" though LOL. so cute! gahhhhh! I'm so going to buy the VCD when it comes out man. Can't wait! ^^

nanyang jc

2007-12-19T19:55:00.000+08:00

Asked daddy to ferry me to nanyang jc to see see today. The building damn nice sia! i was like wahhh.... WAH!....wAAAah. lol. after the visit today, my negative thoughts about the school disappeared man. really very impressive. And since i can take 159 there(though i have to walk a distance), i guess nanyang jc is not too bad.

=\ but still, it sucks la, not being able to go to the same school as most of the e2 gang. they've been around for so long already, and i will definitely miss goofing around with them.

well, it can be a brand new start!

brother

2007-12-18T16:58:00.000+08:00

MY BROTHER IS A STUPID, IRRESPONSIBLE BASTARD FROM HELL.

aha! anger vented.

anyway, on a happier note, i watched the warlords starring my shuai ge takeshi, and andy lau+jet li, with liying today. The movie had me grabbing on to my bag whenever there's a battle scene, and i was practically shielding myself from watching the gruesome parts. but i guess those scenes were necessary to the story.... hais. go watch it! it's really worth your dollar =))

P.S Oh yea, forgot to mention. Got a CDC and CCC award thing. got $150 for good improvement! Next time i have a child, i will tell it(because it is too troublesome to type him/her each time i want to make a reference to future child) to study very hard, but don't show your cleverness in mid year exams. wait till end of year! then $150 jing kou dai. yay ^^

posted to nyjc

2007-12-13T15:52:00.000+08:00

I got posted to NYJC =(

I called adam in the morning to ask him help me check, then in the end, i was like crying and crying when he told me the bad news. like wtf la, i want go anderson de. got direct bus leh, plus the school also not bad. waaaaaaaah sian la. but what to do? I'm planning to go anderson appeal tommorrow, but honestly, i think the chance is so slim, it's almost impossible can. crap la. at most accept it and go NY, and hope for the best. ARGHHH. am just so pissed off ans disappointed. i mean, i only missed the cut off point by one mark la. And what's worse is, i don't think i did well enough in O's to do better than prelims. even if i do do better, it won't be any much better and i'll still not be able to go anderson. RAAAAAHH. hate this stupid PAE.

=(((((((((((((((((((

misc.

2007-12-12T15:35:00.000+08:00

quite a lot has been happening this few days!

went around like a beggar, begging for jobs, with shaowei and dawn. their friend recommended a job to them, but in the end, we couldn't even find their main office. wth lol. ended up in parkway centre for another job interview, but got rejected cuz going jc. hais. the possibility of getting a holiday job is slimmer by the day.

Am at stephanie's hse, celebrating both meiqi and valerie's birthday PLUS christmas. Yum yum, steamboat! We arranged to meet at heartland mall to purchase steamboat stuff tgt, but guess what? they were at least an hour late, with almost all of them oversleeping. sian, always like that. aiyah, then the only people present went to the market first. I had a scary experience there. i witnessed a fish kena chopped la wahlao. it was especially traumatic cuz it was so energetic, then the next moment, it is being hammered to death by the fish seller. his gloves were soaked with its blood can. hais. anyway, got christmas presents from stephanie =) thanks

lala, they're playing mahjong now, so i'll go look!

it's been so long

2007-12-07T19:27:00.000+08:00

It's been so long since i last posted! Bah, and it's all because i don't have internet.

I've been feeling so sian everyday, so when my aunt asked me to tuition her nephew from china, i gladly agreed! I thought - hehe, great way to earn money, just sit there and talk - but boy, was i wrong man. It's hard work, and damn stressful! Partly of which was due to the incredibly lousy standard of his English. He's only learned 80 words in China, and he's supposed to pass a test that is of sec 2 English standard?? hais, keep thinking how i can teach better, what can i do to make him pass. i really want him to pass man!

He's gonna be taking the test tomorrow...

P.S it's after tuitioning him that i really found out the joys of being a teacher, albeit being only a temp one. Though it's stressful and argh when i try to make him understand the meaning of words, you just get that inexpressable joy when he thanks you, or acknowledges you as teacher. =D Guess i do really want to be a teacher!

que sera sera

2007-11-18T19:30:00.000+08:00

I have decided to give up =)
only when i let go, will there be a new beginning.

saw on a tv programme on a guy who has had not one girlfriend in his entire life. And all i was thinking was, 'oh my god, i so don't want to end up like him'.

Seriously, i think this obsession has everything to do with their divorce. I want a happy marriage, where we can eat happily at a table together, sleep while holding hands, watch tv together. =) if i had all this, i would be a very contented person indeed.

well, i've got to work towards everything i want!

dawn

2007-10-19T18:30:00.000+08:00

I'm sick and tired of feeling I'm not good enough. And you're the one who always make me feel this way. I do think i am a pretty good friend, and that i put in a lot of shit into this friendship, but? Ends up i get replaced huh? Well, whatever. We won't even see each other anyway after graduation. I'm sure you'll do just that very fine. It's always me who initiates meetings huh?

Whatever/.

birthday party

2007-10-12T17:02:00.000+08:00

my heart couldn't help sinking to a bottomless pit when i realised the truth that i've been avoiding to acknowledge.

been studying all this while, and have been doing nothing else but that. so im actually supposed to feel relieved and excited over my cousin's birthday party, but i don't. I feel like im being dragged over there forcefully, against my own wishes, away from my books.

I must be terribly ill.

Mrs teo's baby

2007-09-28T20:18:00.000+08:00

Having a baby is really such a miracle.
When i touched Mrs Teo's stomach, it was such an incredible feeling to know that the bump is not just a bump. A baby is moving about inside! It felt like.... something protruding out and then going back again. I was like WOW.

anyway, for my prelims results, i got an L1R5 of 13. After deduction then am i eligible to enter the JC of my choice, which is Anderson. hais. I want my L1R5 to be below 10, so I'm working my ass off everyday. And it helps that i don't have an Internet connection at home so i can fully concentrate and not be distracted.

All the best to me! And of course, to everyone else too =)

undeniable

2007-09-21T20:46:00.000+08:00

Undeniable

It's undeniable how brilliant you are
In an unreliable world you shine like a star
It's unforgettable now that we've come this far
It's unmistakable that you're undeniable

February 5th, Friday morning, purple dawn
Broke a yawn, as a I stepped through the fog, like I stepped to a song
A moment like a poem, you wish you could hold it
I shut my eyes like it's frozen, it's gone when I open
It slipped passed the clouds right there where it lingered
Like your band and a girl could slip through your fingers
My feet hit the ground like a beat for the lonely
ON a path beaten down by the crowds in the morning
If only I could touch past the phony
If only they were there now to hold me
As the questions keep droning

You're the only one who stuck it out last night
The only other one who caught the other line
You're the only one when this world collides
The one that I can't deny

[chorus]

It's my last year here
My first class moved to portable 'a'
Under construction since summer
And it's cold today
I can see my breath, and what's left of the west parking lot
And all the spaces that we fought
And it all seems forgotten, left in the bottom
In past piles of rubble, in puddles of rain water
That hurt last night when I left like that
When I won't come back
Speaking my peace to the past
I can't help but wonder, who is this wind at my back
A whisper to walk on, come on from all that

[chorus]

How am I gonna take it away in this winter wind
You found me on a summer breeze
How am I gonna run away when the autom breaks
Now that you found me in the spring
Come on and sing it out

aquarius info

2007-09-21T20:31:00.000+08:00

Aquarius, The Sweetheart -Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out.

=D!

anw, fell in love with lots and lots of songs recently!
undeniable, your guardian angel, give it to me, blah blah blah. and of course songs from fan fan's new album! double chin smiley =))

recently have not been having much of a life, since what i do all day is just study and study. the faggoty Os are coming in like 30++ days?! so near yet so far.

confession

2007-09-18T22:08:00.001+08:00

How awkward our relationship has become.

your guardian angel

2007-09-15T14:43:00.000+08:00

When I see your smile, tears roll down my face I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong, I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know, I'll find, deep inside me, I can be the one.

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one.

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.
'Cause you're my, you're my, my, my, my true love,
My whole heart, please don't throw that away.
Because I am here, for you.
Please don't walk away, and please tell me you'll stay.

Whoa-oh-oh
Stay
Whoa-oh-oh

Use me as you will, pull my strings just for a thrill.
And I know I'll be okay, though my skies are turning gray.

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.
I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

ten interesting facts about myself...

2007-08-29T14:49:00.000+08:00

ten interesting facts about myself...

1) damn scared of ghosts.
2)recently killed my first cockcroach, and it was one that could fly la! muahaha!
3) i must either read or listen to songs until i get drowsy, then will fall asleep.
4)when i wake up, my hair will be like kena ugly perm.
5)my handwriting changed a lot since primary school; last time was bigass and neat, now is like cursive until sometimes i can't read it myself.
6) love history!
7) sian three to go. i love pink!
8) i love eating, especially spaghetti and chicken rice and ben&jerry icecream and blah blah blah
9)i love to watch wen yi ai qing pian.
10) yay! last one. i love myself!

chinese o level results

2007-08-13T18:04:00.000+08:00

I GOT A1 FOR CHINESE O LEVELS =DD
hahas, and i thought it would be something much lousier la...
especially oral, which i thought was a goner, in the end got a distinction.
SO, SO, HAPPY.

CONGRATS TO EVERYBODY ELSE AND OF COURSE, MYSELF =P

不能说的。秘密

2007-08-11T14:18:00.000+08:00

不能说的。秘密 was damn fab! the story plot was full of twists, with all the pieces fitting together perfectly in the end. I was totally in awe of jay chou after watching the movie, and i seriously felt like clapping la! Meiqi and Eileen was even tempted to buy the tickets to the next screening and watch it again, haha! And ShiJie was definitely contemplating taking jay chou in as her n husband. xD

alalala, ITS A MUST WATCH! =)

national day celebration

2007-08-08T18:01:00.000+08:00

Was actually planning to go catch the simpsons movie with dawn, val and caroline, but mr A totally ruin my mood. Bloody hell. Please la, scold can scold, but need to do until like that ma? It's national day celebration leh for god's sake. save the lecture for monday la! argh. It's been so long since we could enjoy ourselves like that, and this will be our last national day celebration with the school???

RAHH.

anyway, photos.

okay, the last one's a zilian one =P

AHHH!

2007-07-31T16:48:00.000+08:00

AHHHH!!! i nearly caused a battery to explode yesterday in physics prac, lol. need to pay $10++ at least, according to mr. c! hais. waste money. i hate practical. chem and physics. I HATE PRACTICALS! (make me lose money >=\ )

insulted

2007-07-27T21:15:00.000+08:00

I am sorry that i have come across as someone who is so insignificant and silly that it won't matter to insult or to make fun of. Jokes are only funny when other people are the ones being made fun of, isn't it? And in most cases, I'm the "other people".

Well, i should have got used to this long ago.

Perhaps all of you have forgotten, but this year, i had organised an outing. An outing that everybody agreed to go, but eventually backed out of, one by one. I genuinely believed everyone's excuse, but? the truth was, they were all gathered somewhere else, doing something else. And nobody bothered to tell me the truth.

To be treated as though you're worth nothing, and be made fun of at the expense of everybody's pleasure. How would you like it if it's done to you?

I know that i am ugly. i know that. i don't need reminders. by posing as someone in charge of a beauty contest, and calling up to tell me i've been nominated... are you sure you are a friend? You've done sth so cruel. And yet you apologise so frivolously. " don't be angry la, treat you to gingerbread biscuits okay?"

Hah. I've always knew that i'm not really part of the gang. nobody really sees me anyway. If i'm there, then okay. But it won't ever matter if i wasn't.

HARRY POTTER!

2007-07-20T19:34:00.000+08:00

HARRY POTTER!
TOMORROW!

I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i hope my mother don't go collect it only in the night!
I WANT TO READ IT! I WANT TO READ IT!

weird

2007-07-18T15:52:00.000+08:00

it still feels weird.

i know we have both moved on, and as the olevel LC passage 2 says very well, 人时时刻刻都在变化. but after 2 months of not talking, it just IS weird. I don't get her, and she doesn't get me. Or perhaps it had always been a naiive thought to think that our friendship was strong. we really have drifted so far apart. Jokes and Laughter alone cannot let our friendship return to what it was. It can never be what it was before.

i used to be so blind to her faults, but now they all seem so clear to me.

perhaps the reconcillation was a mistake.
but 我真是心太软~

习惯了

2007-07-15T16:50:00.000+08:00

习惯了, 猜疑

习惯了, 孤独

习惯了, 害怕

不知道为什么要说我坚强;

我不要坚强我讨厌坚强.

好想要有个能够让我依赖的人

不需要太完美只要他真的存在就好了.

P.S 和好了但并不是和好如初

是一个新的开始, 一个重新认识的机会

li kai di qiu biao mian!

2007-07-12T18:27:00.001+08:00

丢掉手錶丢外套丢掉背包再丢唠叨丢掉电视丢电脑丢掉大脑再丢烦恼衝啥大衝啥小衝啥都有人唱反调恨得多爱得少只想越跳越疯越跳越高把地球甩掉

一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳一顺间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉我再也不要再也不要委屈自己一秒一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳一顺间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉我甩掉地球地球甩掉只要越跳越高丢掉手錶

丢外套丢掉背包再丢唠叨丢掉电视丢电脑丢掉大脑再丢烦恼野心大胆子小跳舞还要靠别人跳恨的多爱的少只想越跳越疯越跳越高把地球甩掉

true friend test

2007-07-12T17:39:00.001+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

only lonely

2007-07-06T20:04:00.000+08:00

i saw you at a distance
you were with friends.

i glanced away shyly as
you walked past, with your head bowed down.

did you not see me?

i must have done sth right

2007-07-06T20:03:00.001+08:00

We should get jerseys
Cause we make a good team
But yours would look better than mine
Cause you're out of my league

And I know that it's so cliché
To tell you that everyday
I spend with you is the new best day of my life
And everyone watching us
Just turns away with disgust
This jealously
They can see that we've got it going on

I can not wait for a new improved way
To let you know you're more to me than what I know how to say
You're ok with the way this is going to be
Cause this is going to be the best thing we've ever seen

If anyone could make me a better person, you could
All I gotta say is I must have done something good
You came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must have done something right
I must have done something right

Maybe I'm just lucky
[ Must Have Done Something Right lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
Cause it's hard to believe
That somebody like you'd end up with someone like me
And I know that it's so cliché
To talk about you this way
But I'll push all my inhibitions aside
It's so very obvious
To everyone watching us
That we have got something real good going on

I can not wait for a new improved way
To let you know you're more to me than I know how to say
You're ok with the way this is going to be
Cause this is going to be the best thing that we've ever seen

If anyone could make me a better person, you could
All I gotta say is I must have done something good
You came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must have done something right
I must have done something right

If anyone could make me a better person, you could
All I gotta say is I must have done something good
You came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must have done something right
I must have done something right

wing of change

2007-07-06T19:36:00.000+08:00

random thought

2007-07-02T20:06:00.001+08:00

我们往往只记得失去的痛
却总是忘了当初拥有的快乐

random thought

2007-07-02T20:06:00.000+08:00

我们往往只记得失去的痛
却总是忘了当初拥有的快乐

i'll stand by you

2007-06-25T21:53:00.000+08:00

Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes
Come on and talk to me now.
Don't be ashamed to cry, let me see you through
Cause I've seen the dark side too.
When the night falls on you, you don't know what to do,
Nothing you confess can make me love you less
I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, I won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you.
So, if you're mad get mad, don't hold it all inside,
Come on and talk to me now.
[I'll Stand By You lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

And hey, what you got to hide? I get angry too
Well I'm alot like you.
When you're standing at the crossroads, don't know which path to choose,
Let me come along, cause even if your wrong
I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, I won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you.
Take me in into your darkest hour, and I'll never desert you.
I'll stand by you.
And when, when the night falls on you baby, you're feeling all alone,
You won't be on your own, I'll stand by you. I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you. I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour and I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you. ooooh, I'll stand by you. I'll stand by you.