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DON'T WORRY, BE HAPPY!
我终于开窍了！Even though i want to be best friends forever with dawn, it is quite impossible. She'll make new friends, and me too. How can i hold on to her and ask her not to make any new best friends? Everyone has the freedom to make new friends. If she really treasures me, then she will be my best friend even if she's close with jyrminn too. Who cares if Jyrminn becomes her best friend too? i also cannot control. Why be sad over the stuff i cannot control?
Anyhow, I must really thank Liying and Jaryl for giving me solid advice about this. what the both of you said really let me gain another perspective to the matter, and made me think about it in a different way. You're the ones whom i can really depend on whenever im sad and depressed. thank you =D sorry for crying and making you feel guilty, jaryl. sorry for whining all the time, liying. thanks for everything!
P.S However, it just really gets to me when dawn and jyrminn buy the same stuff in different colours. cuz that's what only best friends do? ugh, whatever. i musn't think so much.
