rants
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Why does everybody think that they understand?
What right do they have to say that i don't love my mother, and that i don't understand her?
Come on, what child doesn't love his/her parents? To say that i don't love my mum, it is damn RIDICULOUS. I love my parents. Even though my dad gambles, even though my mum has a quirky temper. I myself have faults.
The most ridiculous thing is, my cousin, who is four years younger than me, dares to lecture me about it. She has a happy family, albeit occasional quarrels. Her parents can still tease each other even at their age. Mine?
I don't ask for much you know. Since young, I already knew they weren't headed for eternal bliss and etc crap. All i wanted was for them to never divorce, and be together. I thought: just don't let it be so soon. don't." When i saw what my mother wrote to my father(which happened in sec 3 around the time of the mid year exams), i broke down. I just cried and cried and cried. Yet they dare say I'm indifferent to it. Then what do you want me to do? CRY FOREVER? Will that bring them back together? Will that make anything better?
I LOVE THE BOTH OF THEM EQUALLY. Does saying that i love my daddy better make you feel good? Does saying that i don't love my mummy make you feel all-knowing and superior?
Just imagine. What if one day your parents got divorced(I'm not cursing anybody here)? Could you manage better than me? Just give it a thought. Maybe that'll shut your mouths up, but my hopes aren't high on this one.
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