rants
Saturday, June 09, 2007
what did i do to deserve such a family?
i've always been the obedient one, always nodding my head. but what use has it been?
whenever he angers her, she'll take it out on me. im always the extra one. i hate living with them. im sick and tired of obeying her unreasonable orders.
i miss the times when the family was whole. i miss the mornings my dad just came back from work, and was just sitting in the living room reading wan bao. i would read it too, after eating. i miss the trips to genting before i was 9, when the trips stop. i miss washing my daddy's scooter. i miss my mummy's alaf. i missed the mother who took care of me when i vomited and was taken to hospital.
but things will never be the same.
P.S my aunt has said that it would be nice if people could turn back time, but i didn't think so. i told her that if people could turn back time, then what we have now would be gone, just like in ge shi zhui xiong. now, i ponder about my statement. how do i lose when i've never ever gotten?
♥ i wrote about my beautiful day at 12:46 PM!
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