rants
Saturday, December 02, 2006
dang. i have a fever.
and its burnin' burning!
RAN SHAO BA! huao niao!
feel so uncomfortable.ahh whatever. finished reading the 5 hana kimi manga anw! thanks jyrminn, loads! i sooo feel like buying also liao wahlao. hmph. cannot! must save money to buy a mp3 to prove to mum that "even without you, i can get the things i want". MUAHAHA! that will be my first step to rebellion, so i must work hard!
JIAYOU, jiamin!
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chonun mokko ship'oyo! peh go pahyo!
(i want to eat! im hungry!)
heex. ahnyong i kah seyo! (goodbye!)
P.S my social circle is getting smaller and smaller... i miss having fun with them, but having realised we can ever only have fun, maybe this is for the better? haha, image overhaul! crazy woman no more! elegance here i come! lol
wah, near impossible. but i'll just have to continue being myself!
PP.S i ignored your presence. i don't know why too, but i find the new me unable to fit in with you all now. i've contemplated on my social life, and i realised, i was never a part of the circle. sometimes an extra decoration, sometimes a mark on the otherwise perfect circle, but i was never included. would i be missed? i doubt so. i've always tried to butt in and be a part, but i was always only apart. is this the end of our friendship? or did it never exist at all?
is a friendship supposed to involve backstabbing and gossips behind backs? this is not what i want. even only eating together, but much heartfelt words are expressed; this is true friendship. even competing, but care is shown for each other; this is true love for a friend.
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