rants
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
i think one of my major flaws is...
i can't express myself well.
i would always want to say something,
but afraid that people would not understand anyway
and not say it in the end.
and sometimes, i would unknowingly express it
in a way that would offend
but sometimes, intentionally too.
or i would say it,
and people still would not understand.
am i very hard to understand?
by doing quizzes and evaluating oneself,
i seek to understand my self, and let other people understand me.
perhaps the reason why i talk at all is to indulge in crap,
but i would rather think i wanted to show a side of me.
people often dream of flying, making it big,
but my biggest dream except being loved,
is to just sit in a quiet corner and just watch the world.
watch the people.
watch their actions.
then maybe i'll know how the human mind truely works.
then maybe i'll be able to handle the mind better.
i realize this post is boring and blah...
maybe i am depressed because i have become darker.
maybe i shall be un-depressed once i un-darken myself.
yes. fairer skin is the solution.
P.S there is nothing worst than being misunderstood and unloved.
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