rants
Sunday, September 17, 2006
if only i had loads of money...
money is the solution to everything.
if i had money,
i wouldn't need my mother at all.
if i had money,
i could stuff money into my brother's ass and send him
faraway.
if i had money,
i could stay in a hotel if the above could not be accomplished.
i want a happy family when i grow up.
and they're the reason why i want that.
i want to be a warm and loving mother.
i want to tuck my children to sleep no matter how late i work to.
i want to let them know i love them.
i want to love my family.
i hate it.
i don't love them.
at most, i feel sympathy for my father.
pure hatred and irritation for my brother.
disappointment with my mother.
am i a person without love?
i don't think i am.
yet, i wish for them to be dead.
if i had enough money,
i could live without them.
i really could.
i guess that's why my greatest ambition,became from being career-oriented, to just a wife.a happy wife.
♥ i wrote about my beautiful day at 10:40 PM!
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