rants
Thursday, July 27, 2006
wow. just got off the phone with ginny, and we talked about lots of stuff(well, actually just about gb ppl and herself), that i never would imagine her saying. first of all, i'll be taking her words with a pinch of salt until i truly see for myself what she's trying to prove/do. she did admit her flaws, and want to change, so i guess that's um fine with me. lol
but anyhoodles, she pointed out that i was too frank for my own good! am i? i just think im being you know, true to myself. i don't really mean to hurt ppl, but i just don't understand why they're doing what they're doing, and feel like saying it out. i can't really control myself, and even liying has said before that i get too controlled by my heart and not my brain. so i tend to say things on impulse, and just for that effect of you know, people laughing, or to shut someone one. simple things like saying ironic stuff, i notice, and that was what ginny mentioned about me too.
Oh and! she said that i could do the things that i want to if i want to, and that she believes i have the ability and smartness(!!) to do it to the best i can. well um...sometimes then(im being damn modest).
xD
haha...oh and val, im sorry if you thought that i didn't care about your emotions or whatever, but at that moment when you confronted me, i just felt like escaping from the tension. im sorry... =(
anyway, i LOVE doing self-evaluations! i like learning about myself and other people. so leave a meaningful comment on my tagboard, or etc! fun fun. no, FUN FUN!!~~!!
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♥ i wrote about my beautiful day at 10:05 PM!
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