the below post is extremely vulgar and not suited for
pure ppl.

FUCKING FUCKER FUCKS FUCKERS. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. I M
NOT FUCKING PRETENDING ok!?

I DUN NEED ANYBODY TO STAND ON MY SIDE/BELIEVE ME/BLAH. I BELIEVE IN MYSELF CAN LE. AND IT IS NOT OUT OF MENTAL REFUSAL TO CONTINUE WITH THE PUNISHMENT.IF THIS WAS FUCKING TRUE, I WOULD NOT HAVE PERSERVERED THROUGHOUT CAMP AND THE FUCKING 4 ROUNDS+30 FUCKING PUMPINGS. SO NOW JUST BECAUSE I COULD NOT FINISH THE 7 ROUNDS AS PUNISHMENT, I HAD TO BE FUCKING MALIGNED AS "PRETENDING TO BE UNWELL". fine! I SHALL FUCKING PRETEND IF THAT'S THE WAY U WANT ME TO BE.

WHEN I TRY TO IMPROVE BUT FAIL, IT IS FUCKING WRONG. FINE! SO FROM NOW ON, I SHALL FUCKING SLACK AROUND EVERYWHERE EVERY FUCKING CAMP! LIKE ME THIS WAY? WELL. MY BODY certainly DOES.

AND AFTER THE FUCKING PUNISHMENTS, A FUCKING PERSON HAD TO COME FUCKILY ALONG TO TELL ME TO GO FOR FUCKING BODY CHECK UPS. OKAY LO! U GIMME MONEY LA! CRAZY. WILL U PAY 20 FUCKING BUCKS FOR A BAG THAT YOU DUN EVEN WANT? AND IS OTHER PPL ASK U TO BUY CUZ THEY THINK IS "NICE" DE. SAME FUCKING LOGIC AS I DUN HAVE FUCKING 20 BUCKS AND TIME TO SPARE FOR BODY CHECK UPS JUST SO OTHER PPL WOULD BELIEVE ME. THAT IS just SO FAKE CAN?!? NABEI. FUCKING WULIAO. MY MOOD WAS SO GOOD TODAY, AND IT HAD TO BE RUINED THIS WAY.

and now, about happy stuff. ARGH. was so happy today! lol. class tee came today, and i tried it on....but couldn't take it off! in the end, shauna had to help me take the shirt off my big fat body. lol. then bk say like stripping show so he dun wanna watch then went out. rofl.

we came up with family names too! im the grand dowager popo, eileens the empress dowager, the emperor is shumin and "his" empress is stephanie! they have three children: bk as the crown prince, yilu and minghui as the princesses. vincent ho's minghui's consort, and junyi's the royal goldfish. Val's my maid! wahaha! Nick's the imperial guard! hahas. this family is all royalty man! ~,~

going to wun's hse later teach her html...i damn professional can! even type out a document as basic guide for her to read lo lol. but must be professional wad...she paying me leh! lol. 7 bucks only la. but she crazy de lo....just asked me if i would teach her and that she would pay me 7 bucks if i did. i didn't even ask for it lo! lol. but im NOT grumbling!~