rants
Friday, March 10, 2006
back from GB le! did musical drills...quite okay la...but after only like 20mins, then the person come and lock the classroom we were in de door le. so had to move out=cramp like hell. lol. we could not take actual steps;could only take super duper small de steps. but anyway, after GB, it rained cats and dogs(yes. it was THAT heavy). So, i went to junyi's hse(which was nearby), and borrowed 2 umbrellas from her;one for dawn and the other for me. then i got bitchy and sneered at the NPCC ppl who had to avoid the rain by staying at the void deck(they camp then go out walk walk or some other activity ba). so mean right? wo zhi cuo le. >.<
m ssssooo bored now. its camp tomorrow and i haven packed yet! coz dumb dawn took my notebk and haven returned me yet!! argh argh arghiie arghie agrh argh ARGH. i DREAD camp!!! cant i just rot at home?
speaking of which, i love just staying at home listening to songs, watching tv, and basically lazing around la,during the holidays. stay away from me, horrible holiday homework! i dun need u at all, do you hear me!? lol. being lame again.
ha! i noe! lets do another self-evaluation! aiya continue reading la, i bored ma~
SELF-EVALUATION2chapter onei think i have a quirky personality; i dun even noe wad i might get up to the next moment. Spontaneous and bubbly when in a good,happy mood; but depressing and negative when in a bad mood. will get affected by public comments more during this period too, and will be more prone to lose my temper. but when i revert back to my usual self(the good mood one), i'll be extra-friendly and nice! im a generally optimistic person, but this does not apply to situations like the tree-top walk. not now, not before, not ever. Optimistic as in "half-full cup of water", "we're living for a reason; to be fortunate(xing fu) and to bless others too".
i want everybody to be happy! i like to see other ppl smile, and laugh; that's why im cheerful whenever i manage to be. its not attention-seeking like ppl often assume. wads wrong with making ppl happy? life's not abt exams, tests and homework. the eventual aim of our lives is still to be blessed: ppl are happy when they are rich, so from young will study very hard then when get older can work towards their monetary aims. it'll be best that we manage to find a job that we truely enjoy(can work overtime willingly;passion for the job). different ppl have different causes for happiness: some are happy when their career is successful, some are just when they get food to eat. simple people, simple pleasures.
for me, my ambition is to get married to a nice man who loves me(then we'll have a happy family and live happy happy happily together forever~ ^^) i think that will be wad brings me happiness! i know some of u might laugh at my dream, but it is my dream afterall. so shoo if you're negative.
but in my normal life, i get happy easily. an ice-cream while it's raining makes me happy; even walking in the rain will make me happy! but being loved brings the most to me. but i dun just mean bgf that sort. family warmth gets me up and going too. simple gestures my friends make delight me too. that's y i always do stuff for my friends with sincerity(pardon the exception of when my memory sucked); i feel that it is a way of making them feel loved too.
chapter 2my attitude always has been a source of misunderstanding. i think im not being rude most of the time; it's just that im quite forthright. Only when i get frustrated then i'll start the insult-fest.
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